1. |
RWB
03:56
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Moving on
Letting go
Learning as I grow
Being thrown
And thrown again
Round and round in unending waves
Flying high
I can decide
Where I’m going to go
Feeling good
I knew I could
Some peace is in my mind
Pushing through
We’ve got to
Learning to feel
We’ve got to
Holding on
We’ve got to
Writing a song
We’ve got to
I’m that rich white bitch
That’s been having a time
I don’t understand
The intricacies of this life
I’m that girl with it all
At least that’s what i think
If you peek beneath
You’ll find imagined memories
Have you ever wanted to die
Wanted to hide
Wanted to lie
And just survive
Have you ever wanted to cry
Became shy
And lived another life
Have you ever felt suppressed
Felt depressed
With your fingers around your neck
Have you ever wanted to try
Wanted to thrive
Just wanting to live your life
Pushing through
We’ve got to
Learning to feel
We’ve got to
Holding on
We’ve got to
Writing a song
We’ve got to
I’m that rich white bitch
That’s been having a time
I don’t understand
The intricacies of this life
I’m that girl with it all
At least that’s what i think
If you peek beneath
You’ll find imagined memories
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2. |
One More Time
03:00
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It’s really clear
That you don’t know how you sound
Or how you feel
How you feel
Your eyes are so full
They’re Screaming out so loud
Don’t you know
Don’t you know
One more word
And its time to go
To a world without you
And that old fashioned tone
One more time
And I’m going to leave
To a world inside me
That’s more catchy
It’s really clear
That you don’t know how you sound
Or how you feel
How you feel
Your eyes are so full
They’re Screaming out so loud
Don’t you know
Don’t you know
You just keep breaking my heart (You just keep breaking my heart)
We’re being torn apart (We’re being torn apart)
Feels wrong from the start
It's going to leave a mark
One more word
And its time to go
To a world without you
And that old fashioned tone
One more time
And I’m going to leave
To a world inside me
That’s more catchy
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3. |
I Just Wanna Be
03:33
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Am I the only one who’s feeling scared and all alone
Am I the only one who’s feeling scared and all alone
It’s not that I don’t try and ask the reasons why
I’m not the only one feels that’s scared and all alone
Embarrassed that I’m behind
Embarrassed that I’ve wasted time
Embarrassed that I can’t handle myself
Embarrassed I’m at the mercy of everything else
Embarrassed that I want to be told I’m good
Embarrassed coz I know I never should
Embarrassed that I want to impress
Embarrassed that I don’t know, how to rest
Am I the only one who’s feeling scared and all alone
Am I the only one who’s feeling scared and all alone
It’s not that I don’t try and ask the reasons why
I’m not the only one feels that’s scared and all alone
Just a little mad at my self
Feel a little sad and lost as well
Feel like a pipe that’s about to burst
Pushing it all down has become a curse
Didn’t realise I wasn’t my friend
Didn’t realise this wasn’t an end
Didn’t know what I was doing
Now I know that I gotta get moving
Am I the only one who’s feeling scared and all alone
Am I the only one who’s feeling scared and all alone
It’s not that I don’t try and ask the reasons why
I’m not the only one feels that’s scared and all alone
I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved
I just wanna be loved
Just wanna love myself
Say goodbye to myself
Just wanna die to myself
Just wanna be my
Just wanna love myself
Say goodbye to myself
Just wanna die to myself
Just wanna be my
I just wanna be my
I just wanna be myself
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4. |
Lost Boy
03:32
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Who wants
to grow up
And realise your world
Is yours to face alone
Who wants
To move on
When memories are
Are so strong
No stop
Choose yourself
No stop
Choose yourself
Who wants
To grow up
When you have the world
In your palm
It’s easier to
Shut down
Than to focus
Move on
No stop
Choose yourself
No stop
Choose yourself
No stop
Choose yourself
No stop
Choose yourself
No stop
Choose yourself
You can move on
And be yourself
You can let go
And be yourself
You can say no more
And choose yourself
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5. |
Big Fking Feelings
03:31
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Fuck you
And your attitude to
I can't do this anymore
I can't feel this anymore
You never think you're good enough
And let me tell you baby, it rubs off
Got some of those big feelings
Sometimes I want to step inside
Jump up and down and yell surprise
You Got some of those big feelings
Knock knock knock at the door
Are you sure you don't want something more
Fuck you
And your attitude to
I can't do this anymore
I can't feel this anymore
If you don't like how you live
That's a sure sign that something's gonna give
Got some of those big feelings
If you don't know, Ill show you how
Let me tell you now, you can't be too proud
Got some of those big feelings
Knock knock knock at the door
Are you sure you don't want something more
Fuck you
And your attitude to
I can't do this anymore
I can't feel this anymore
You make me wanna scream
You make me wanna shout
You make me wanna cry
You make me wanna pout
You make me wanna die
You make me wanna doubt
You make me wanna scream, scream, scream
Until I pass out
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6. |
Long Time
03:38
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I’ve been waiting a
Long, long lonely time
I’ve been trying to win
And darling its not right
I’ve been fooling myself and now
I need help
I been acting a fool
And now I’m all out
Just notice, step back
Relax
And then decide
Just notice, step back
Relax
And then decide
You don’t have to be good
Just willing to try
I can’t believe
I’ve wasted all this time
Cut up in my mind
On things not worth a dime
Given my self over
To some lies
Just notice, step back
Relax
And then decide
Just notice, step back
Relax
And then decide
Just notice, step back
Relax
And then decide
Just notice, step back
Relax
And then decide
Woah oh oh oh, ah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh oh, ah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh oh, ah oh oh oh
Woah oh oh oh, ah oh oh oh
You have Permission to fail
And then survive
I’m so glad
to be shown
That it’s not right
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7. |
What You Choose
03:07
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I think I’ve had enough and
I, I think I care a lot and
I think that it’s too much
Maybe I wanna just give up
I think that it’s not fair
But baby it’s just me and you who cares
You’re on your own tonight
And that’s gonna be alright
I don’t know when
This will change
You will feel safe here
At least that’s the plan
It’s not what you prove
It’s all about what you choose
It's OK to be afraid
Cause no one knows what’s
Here to stay
It's not what you prove
It's what you choose
I keep feeling I’m not as good
So darling please tell me what’s the use
I’m trying and trying and trying again
Trusting that one day this will end
I say that it’s OK
No one knows what’s up anyway
Who’s to say that you’re not allowed
To quiet the things that scream so loud
If they don’t serve you
Anymore
Lead them on out
Through the door
It’s not what you prove
It’s all about what you choose
It's OK to be afraid
Cause no one knows what’s
Here to stay
It's not what you prove
It's what you choose
It’s not what you prove
It’s all about what you choose
It's OK to be afraid
Cause no one knows what’s
Here to stay
It's not what you prove
It's what you choose
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